well here we go again isn't life grand.
my 18yr thinks he is a man cause laws says so. lol I love him dearly but drinking tooo much and not just beer doesn't make you an adult. put my foot down and now I'm the bitch. huh I guess thats what being a parent is all about . Husband hates me cause I'm late on my $500 limit credit card. what he doesn't know is that I gave the $2000 I'd saved of my money to the 18yr old so he had a hall to stay in when he goes to uni. which is next weekend.
why Huddy doesn't know about the money is because he didn't get help from family and his dad left when he was younger and he is envois. He has always been that way. I'm tired sooooo tired of it all death thoughts are upond me again. I can't hear the music. feeling are going. at lest tears are there I know once they have gone there will be nothing left of me to give.

My Town

Hi
I live in a small town of about 15 000 people.
It is a coastal town on the main land (south Island) of New Zealand .
We have a population of little blue penguins . Which travelers from around the world to see.
I live a few houses from the sea and couple of years ago a Southern Wright Whale stopped to rest with her calf.
It was amazing all we had to do was cross the railway line and look down to see this beautiful creature and her baby.
There is a local beach where we swim and if you are lucky enough dolphins will come in a swim with you.
Normally Oamaru is drought country but this winter we have had sooo much rain. So much so the car got stuck in the mud. We had to get it towed out.
Which reminds me I must bring the washing in.