Spring is here at long last

I am so pleased that spring is here. Its been a long hard winter and we all have had the flu. I still get tired quickly and my depression gets to me.
Jazz turns 15 years old tomorrow. Its so hard to believe.
I have been busy making a costume for my sister. She is the cloud women for a play she is in at uni.

Hubby and I went a way for a couple of days to Hanmer springs. I wanted to sit in the hot pools. It was very nice but we couldn't do much as I was still ill. The B&B we stayed in was great and made up for the lack of energy.

I've deiced that I want to see the world again. Once Jazz finishes school.
I B (Hubby) is happy with the way things are. I can't change that and I shouldn't except him to. So I have to do things on my own.
Sometimes I get really bitchy with him. its only cause he can go out to the shed and work on his projects and be so happy. Of coarse he is soooo focus that we all could die and he wouldn't notice. lol

I want that passion.
We did have a talk about what I want to do but as usual he took it negatively think that I wanted out of the marriage.
I quietly said If that's what you want?
(I make all the decision so its time for him to.)
No we are not splitting up.
Then a week later I find out that my sister and her husband of 22yrs are splitting.

Things I've learnt
" there is nothing worst than a pessimist than one that's right."
No matter how much or what tone you use in yelling for your teenage son to come and help you, in an emergency. They are still going to wonder out and say in a slow low voice "What"