Friday, February 13, 2009

well here we go again isn't life grand.
my 18yr thinks he is a man cause laws says so. lol I love him dearly but drinking tooo much and not just beer doesn't make you an adult. put my foot down and now I'm the bitch. huh I guess thats what being a parent is all about . Husband hates me cause I'm late on my $500 limit credit card. what he doesn't know is that I gave the $2000 I'd saved of my money to the 18yr old so he had a hall to stay in when he goes to uni. which is next weekend.
why Huddy doesn't know about the money is because he didn't get help from family and his dad left when he was younger and he is envois. He has always been that way. I'm tired sooooo tired of it all death thoughts are upond me again. I can't hear the music. feeling are going. at lest tears are there I know once they have gone there will be nothing left of me to give.